My One Night

Hello, humans! Hope all are feeling better than average! If not, the bumps and humps will soon be gone. Hang in there! Recently, I have uploaded a short video of one of night and I would share it with you guys! In my room at night with all the creatures that came alive through the shadows, while it kept me company all night till I fell asleep... Creatures in my room are all just imagination of what I have been fed when I was younger. Now, it has become my companion every night. Full of fun and unworldly. Outsiders can't conform the creatures in my room. Only I could understand them. Sounds like some sort of mental disorder right? My imagination and my vision are hard to get people to see the way I see. So this video shows a little of how my brain project into reality. Hope y'all enjoy!

xo

Vivian

A Week Before The Result Day

Hello, everyone! Excuse me for the long absence. Have you ever experience before the surge of feelings and overwhelming thoughts just a week before the release of your results? The feelings of worries and heart palpitates faster as it gets nearer to the release day? This happened to me badly ever since I enrolled into an university, even though I know that I have put all my efforts and hardwork into the preparation of revision for the examination. The feelings I had, made me feel uneasy for sure. Am I lack of faith in myself? Maybe or undoubtedly. When the night is here, getting drowsy as I laid in bed and thoughts starting to flow through simultaneously. Am I going to fail my law module (I am atrocious at law modules)? How am I going to get funds to cover the additional tuition fees? The question is 10 marks but I think I wrote the answer wrongly? My carelessness causes me to fail. Every night it will be tons of negative situation portrayed in my head. Indeed a dampening week for me. It repeats every single night and during the result day, I woke up early waiting for the result to be published on the school's website while my hands were cold. At 9am, my result was out. WOAH! I DID VERY WELL! WHEW! I do lack in faith and confidence in myself by not recognising the effort I put in it. What has been done, can't be undone. With efforts and hardwork, anyone can do it but also do it smartly.

xo

Vivian

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

It's the time of the year again! Where joy & laughter spreads across every single minute from 0000 to 2359, 25 December 2015! You might  be busy wrapping up last minute gifts & thinking of witty replies of endless probing of your personal lives from your relatives. Whereas, for some of us, we share the celebratory of being alive & surrounding by our loved ones. To me, Christmas thought us to be more human. I feel that our society needs to be more human like empathising and sharing. Christmas without presents should be like any other days. Here's a video of me exploring Christmas Wonderland at Gardens by the Bay. I WISH YOU A JOLLY MERRY CHRISTMAS!

xo

Vivian

NEW YOUTUBE CHANNEL

It's been a long time since I last blogged. How's everyone doing? Prepping this festive season? On board for family reunion? Hope you're all doing well. This May 2015, I've created my second channel on YouTube called, "WhatNow", which shows random stuff in my life. If you have not seen my main YouTube channel here you go, "killervivian94". Thank you for looking at my not-so-cool-blabbering-blog. Adios, amigos!

xo

Vivian

10.01.2015

I've been wanting to visit a forest to enjoy the serenity, the smell of the freshest air I could ever receive and capture the aesthetic of nature with my phone but with a fear of meeting wild creatures like snakes and komodo dragons, makes me worried. However, if I have a chance upon entering the forest, I will learn Parseltongue from all the Harry Potter movies to prepare myself with hopefulness of them giving me a leeway. Hahaha. With scarcity of land space in Singapore and a concrete jungle, I hope natural forests remain. Ending off with 2 photos of forest I took from my room.

xo

Vivian

Lok Lok

I've been caught up in school lately or Tumblr pretty much in class (right screen: Tumblr, left screen: school work). Multi-tasking is the best fit to this situation. I wouldn't be bored in class with things to preoccupy my brain. Ever since I'm back in school after my 6 months internship programme, I've finally ate 'Lok Lok' (the only thing I miss about school). P.S. 'Lok Lok' is sort of a mini buffet (white radish, fishballs and chikuwa are a must have) complementing with hot and extremely spicy broth that even though it is spicy, you still want MORE. Never satisfying for my hunger. Here's some photo edits that I've tried, please enjoy.

xo

Vivian

Shoes Shoes Shoes

Recently, I’m a shoe’s fanatic. The shoes I saw on Tumblr, advertisements and the shoes below the spotlight that were organized so nicely on the display inside the shops, get me so hyped up! I just want to own all the shoes I see! But the prices are so ugly, sadly. It also got me so cray cray that I went online shopping to search for something similar. Geez, I hope there are some donors to sponsor me those shoes. Hahaha. Here are some of the shoes I fancy… Enjoy!

xo

Vivian

 (I’ve been wanting to get Nike ‘Back To The Future’ since I first saw it!)